VENTURA PARK BROKE MY HEART

My feelings told me love is real , but feelings known to get you killed

I feel as if I’m misconstrued

I spend my moments missing you

I’m searching for atonement

Do I blame my darker tone?

I know somethings are better left unsaid and people left alone

Pick up the phone

Don’t leave me alone in this cruel, cruel world

Once again I am thinking about suicide but I would hate to do that to my friends, brother and my sister, maybe I’ll learn to be happy one day, but then again maybe not

carpediemdaul:

“oh i was into vampire yakuza gore 80’s futuristic neo classical romanticism”
- Daul Kim

Death death death death, death and distress it’s all I ever think about, it’s Daul’s birthday on Tuesday and I’m sad, in a perfect world it’s just me her and Zoë smoking and drinking coffee outside of a cafe in Paris, but honestly I didn’t even like Paris that much when I was there so maybe there is no perfect world and I’m just recalling a weird dream I had after smoking weed and drinking listerine, I’ve done worse

I don’t think I’ve ever really liked being alive and I don’t think I’ve ever felt like I’ve had a home outside of Tokyo, I was an anchor baby so it’s no real surprise, I’m aware that I’m a bad person and despite my efforts I don’t think that will ever change, January 3rd 2023 23:14, Tokyo, Japan, I’m counting down the days,

An open circle can represent both the sun and the moon at the same time.

Without life there is no death, without light there is no colour, we’re all truly spinning in a continuous operatic ballet.


Femininity is a fever dream and not one we ask for, but a dream I live in anyways.

I miss Tokyo I want to go home